Today I did something I really didn't believe I could REALLY do, I mean I hoped I could but I wasn't quite sure. It was so far out of my comfort zone and something I'd never done before. Now I know that this is the first of many of these milestones.
I am HALF WAY through the C25k program. Today I ran for 8 minutes (in a row!), walked 5 and then ran 8 more (in a row!) and I didn't die, I didn't collapse, and I didn't look like an idiot.
Of course I'm not feeling ready for the next one which is just to run for 20 minutes (in a row!) but that's really only 4 more minutes than I ran today, just cut out the random walking in the middle and I'd be almost there. So whether I go straight to that, or I modify it somehow, or repeat today even. I can do this! I am strong, I am brave and I was born to be this way (LOL okay I got carried away with some Gaga but can you blame me?!)
So for anyone out there that's thinking "I can't do this" or "I'll never get there" you will! You can! It's not going to happen over night and there are going to be rough patches, times you feel like giving up but if you don't give up and you get back up when you stumble you too can do it!! Every day is a new day and that means a fresh start.
I want to really say thank you to my husband for supporting me, and telling me that I was beautiful and sexy and smart and wonderful no matter how I felt, or how I looked. I know that's true love ;) I know that he's my biggest cheerleader (minus the skirt) and will always have my back. We're a team. I love you so much honey, infinity plus one <3